I'm a little over whelmed at the moment. My little social experiment, my little funny online dating profile, WORKED. I have more dates at the moment than I can handle, and not ONE single penis pic sent to me! These are so far, decent, intelligent, funny men. Who are treating me with respect. I don't even have to gently guide them in that direction. I have currently 5 men trying to schedule a physical date with me. Statistically, I have been on Plenty of Fish or POF for a little more than a week. The majority of that week was a DUD, with all the activity picking up dramatically this last weekend. And the best part.....DRUM ROLL PLEASE...... I have a DATE this Friday with a man who is AWESOME. I know if it weren't for Christians cd's...I'd be blowing this BIG TIME...and I still might....so I am considering it nothing more than an experiment and practice....but hopeful I don't screw it up.
He has been courting me, just like a man SHOULD, and he is doing it with FLAIR. I get weak in the knees for sure. I have never been pursued this way in all my life. It is almost scary. So this is the time to get a firm grip on my big girl panties, not get my knickers in a twist....and be cool as a cucumber and KEEP on making dates with other men. My exclusivity IS a gift, and a man will have to ask for it to get it!
I am trying to fit these dates into an already filled schedule. But the attention and results has allowed me to breath a little and know that I...CAN...do this. And I am having sooo much fun. I think I am going to really like dating, and now that I have learned from Christian Carter how not to create an instant relationship fantasy in my head, I think I will be able to better show the real me, and have tons of suitors on the line. I feel like a little kid in a candy store...I just hope I don't throw up from all the sugar! And maybe...just maybe...there is some fantastic SEX in my future, NEAR I hope!
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