Sometimes I feel lonely starved for attention, no messages in my inbox.....and other times it's coming at me so fast I can't keep up. Talking to 4 or 5 men at one time, via text, IM and tagged. I'm bouncing back n forth between phone aps faster than greased lightning and I'm still not fast enough. That is why my phone is affectionately known as "my little black box of love". There is more attention in that device on any one given day, than my husband has given me in any one given year. After my escapades this weekend, meeting people in person, I am honestly overwhelmed and need to back off a bit. I decided to take a break and posted a status of 'be back soon'. I am not the type of woman that can just spread my resources so thin that I can't breath. I found an 'in person' guy that I really enjoy hanging out with, and making love to, so I need to scale this online stuff way back. I felt bad breaking it off with my Sat morning rendezvous man Rich, but Josh makes me fly. One is enough for me. So now that I am moving forward with him, I need to focus all my attention and resources in that direction, and save what ever is left for home.
However, I do have a couple favorites that I need to keep on the line. Don't want to get hasty and lose the best internet sexting I've ever had. I have no idea where this thing with Josh is going, maybe not far at all. When and if my itty bitty heart gets crushed, I'm gonna need to get a big boost, and my favorites are just the ones to do that. As for the rest....I'm the one breaking little hearts all over the internet today....trying to let them down gently. The one favorite that I can actually tell stuff like this to, he told me to tell Josh that he is "one lucky lil fucker"..... Will do sir, will do.....
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